or rather; I mean ~
Used to present two possible descriptions of something, often when the speaker is reconsidering or softening their statement.
This pattern is like saying 'is it A, or is it B?' but you're not really asking a question—you're hesitating between two ways to put something. It's often used when you're not fully satisfied with either description, or when you want to be vague or soften what you're saying. It can also show that you're thinking out loud about how to express something.
You can use it with nouns, adjectives, or verbs. For example, with nouns: 彼はプロというか天才というか (He's a pro, or rather a genius). With verbs: 嬉しいというか恥ずかしいというか (I'm happy, or rather embarrassed). The second part often ends without だ, but the first part can include it or not; either is fine.
This pattern is quite colloquial and often used in spoken Japanese to express a nuanced feeling. It's not something you'd write in a formal essay. It gives a sense of the speaker searching for the right word.